One Day....

 

One day I'll disappear for sure....we never know what's going to happen and life is uncertain....it maybe easy for people from developed countries to say positive things and stay a normal life but it's harsh for people like me where I come from....I also have illness...but that story will be for later...

June Poses 🤍

I'm so glad Blog is still here, otherwise I won't know where to post my photos and do blog anymore. With the technology changing these days who know when Blog will disappear one day as well. Imagine the next ten years....if it will still exist because people don't use blog much as they do other apps on phone and social media...but I like it here even though I know my posts won't get views. I like to keep this as my diary!

 

June Photoshoot

 I haven't take photos of myself in a long while and I haven't updated this my blog in a long time. So here it is! I have become a blooming White Rose~(⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

These photos are all without filters!

Stylish don't you think?(⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

I just turned 24 this April, but I feel like I'm being away from social media and haven't been able to keep up with posting and update due to personal things going on in life😿 I feel so sad and so bad that I couldn't accomplish that part of my mission in life!｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡

Visual Kei Make Up Video

Often times I have anxieties and depression issues. Suffering from these because I don't have anyone to talk to in reality and everyone is always busy they don't have time for me. I grew up without friends and siblings, a toxic woman who I grew up with used to mental torture me. Until now its all over. It hasn't been a year...that I managed to escape and free myself from all this, so its been hard for me, the past that traumatized me up to this day.

Visual Kei has always been part of my hobbies, listening to their songs, dressing up cool, and doing make up. In many ways it has helped me to ease my pain during hard times. 

So I've decided to return to that hobby again to make myself happy! 

I was busy since covid eased in my country back in 2021-2022. Im still busy with my job these days so I stopped posting online many times. I fell back into depression right away from knowing people doesn't really cared about me...because I didn't have much views on some of my videos I did that took so much efforts to make! I even wanted to delete everything online like my page on Facebook (Sakura Fujio Official). But then I later blamed myself for not doing regular updates with my post which is the main reason why views dropped. I also realized that a few of my online friends still cared for me so I just had to go back to being myself and do what it need to get done as who I'am. 

So here it is my latest Visual Kei Photoshoot!

I even made a 5 minutes youtube video tutorial so be sure to check it out!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtrqL3k6W4E

Thanks for scrolling all the way down here!

I hope you enjoyed my style, and that it will 

give you inspiration as well!

Photoshoot at The Skate Park!

 April 2nd 2022

Photoshoot at The Skate Park! With Filters

How do I look? 

This is just a green wig by the way

Most of the time I look so much like a Chinese and 

I'm not even Chinese related!! hahahaha

Nyaa~

There is going to be another post without filters 

so check out after you read this post!

I also made this sailor outfit and the skirt that I wore!

What a beautiful sprayed background art!

Classic I hope!

I'm really short and sometime I ran out of ideas 

to make my self look tall in photos

See you in my next post~